Upon the perilous journey in cleaning up the ants yesterday, I realized that I am just not happy with my house. There is "STUFF" everywhere. It needs to GO! It just seems that I never have enough time in a day to get everything done. I have all these clothes in my closet that don't fit. You would think since I go in there every single morning to get my outfit for the day out, that I would simply take the things that don't fit, put them in a bag and get them the heck outta my house. Right? For some reason, I must just be lazy cuz I don't do it. :( I have so much stuff to go through in my house, that it isn't even funny. It's time to really get cracking down on myself.
This weekend I did take two huge loads to DI, in a quest for decluttering, which I was feeling very accomplished. (Okay so maybe I lied. I wasn't feeling accomplished. I was feeling like crap. I was so intent on going through the garage, in the heat of the day, that I kind of forgot to drink water. Needless to say, I didn't drink enough water and got extremely overheated. It was really bad. I kept drinking water the rest of the day but it didn't feel like I had even had any at all because I was still beyond thirsty. I felt sick all night Saturday night and all Sunday. I had the worst headache on Sunday and it just wouldn't go away. )
But I really need to get working on the decluttering and going through the kids' clothes. They keep growing out of clothes, and instead of holding onto them, I need to just purge them right away. And my clothes as well.
I want to be happy to go home. I want to be happy when I am home. Slowly but surely.